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Conversations: Psychic Dreams

Thursday, December 15th, 2005

This morning I awoke to an unexpected dream of two of my ex’s — one was someone I was infatuated with and dated for a short time, the other was someone I had a short but intense love relationship with (both soulmates).

In this dream, my life partner and I went to a favourite bar (which we don’t go to anymore — too many old memories) and in come walking the two ex’s. The ex I dated briefly smiled and my other longer term ex felt uncomfortable.

My life partner and I then proceeded to sit over near a group of people and after a short while my longer term ex came over. With his wonderfully real “I’m not faking it, I’m not being a tough man right now, I’m at one with my inner child, I’m being purely vulnerable and real, take care not to hurt my feelings or I will break” look on his face with a slightly uneasy smile but had the confidence to say, “I’m sorry. I miss you. But I’m with someone whom I love and it wouldn’t be fair to them to want to be with you”.

With that, the dream was over.

I understood that he has pulled his life together (Which wasn’t together when we were and which is why I left him in the first place. A pattern of me giving too much or trying to “fix” too much needed to end and it needed to end with him so I could be with my life partner). And what do you know: He’s fixed himself. Hooray!

This ex has apologized to me in such a way twice — once in the waking reality (apologized for the trouble caused when we *were together* but he still wanted to be with me) and this morning in dream (apologizing after fixing his problem but saying he has moved on and good for him!) . I haven’t seen him for quite some time so that’s the only reason I could see him doing this this morning — not knowing how to contact me in real life.

There was a reason we got together and while he was enormously hurtful when we were together, he was also quite loving and oddly quite pure. 🙂

Anyway, that put a happy face on me this morning. I’m so very glad he has turned his life around and that he has found someone who resonates well with him and that he is happy! Yay!

Synchronicity and Connection

Wednesday, December 14th, 2005

Last night my partner and I were coming home but we were in separate areas.

As I was walking, I said to myself, “I should cross the street now” but I really didn’t want to and with the very next step I fell. That fall was odd for a couple of reasons, 1) It didn’t really hurt much (and normally it would) and 2) When I called my partner to tell him to be careful of the streets (black ice) I found out he had just slipped and fell himself.

Coincidence? I don’t think so. He fell as he was “crossing” the road. Moral of the story: Look before you leap and be aware of what the unknown is telling you.

Toronto Parapsychology, Psychic, and Divination Group

Friday, December 9th, 2005

I will be starting a monthly group in the Danforth area (Toronto) which will focus on the conversation and practice of psychic and divinatory tools, techniques, and resources.

I do plan to practice new layouts and methods; however, I am not offering free mentorship, training, or readings. In other words, I wish to come together with like minded souls — whether they be professionals or hobbyists — where we “teach” and share with each other.

If you are in the Toronto area, please contact me about this opportunity.

Giving Thanks & Negative Spirits

Tuesday, December 6th, 2005

I find myself giving thanks to God (The Creator(s), etc. etc.) and The Caretakers, whom are those that watch over and assist me in this earthly life, everyday. I pray that The Caretakers will help me lead a long, happy, and healthy life so that I may give to humankind. I see my partner as a blessing. A companion for myself and I a companion for him. We are gifts to each other as we walk the earth together. I am thankful for each person who contacts me, each person I read for, each person I get to love and help.

On the flip side is the negative spirits. I have found that just like earth, there are negative spirits in the afterlife or the other “existance” and so my current dharma is dealing effectively with negative spirit in the conscious and psychic life.

Each day, all day as I pray without dogma or religion for help, I am blessed with answers and help. Really, it comes down to asking for help. And the more just the cause, the more likely you will get what you need.

So if your energy isn’t clear of greed, negativity, and selfishness — it’s less likely your prayers will be answered. It’s the intention and “exactly” what you ask for which is important to getting what you need and desire.

So every time you ask for something… every time you pray… think of what’s in it for the other person or entity and praying for others too helps a lot. Sending out positive energy for others comes back to you!

Anyway, I thought I might share those discoveries through the aid of my Caretakers and God.

To mention today was the first day I called the “entitities” that help me: The Caretakers. So I decided to search around the Internet to see if there are any reference to them and I found this so far. Btw, I’m a fire sun sign (Leo) and Michael is the Archangel of the element “fire”. hmmm